i'd be lying if i said;
i'll never find anything like this EVER again.
because heaven's far-far more tempting
and more things awaits there.
but, i'll be cursed if i said;
i hate this more than anything in my life.
now,
even if i breathe in this room i used to crave
or if i drive a flying car or even if i
had my pictures at the front page of magazines
and my face all over the TV,
i'll still remember that place.


a place where's there is always the first time.


a place where i started to eat things i don't.
and people who will always try to finish my food
though they were full.


a place where they said;
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL in YOUR OWN WAY.
a place where everyone has eternal beauty.

a place when it is okay if you're not good in math
or science or even Arabic.but you still try on it.


a place where nobody's alone
even to pee at 3 a.m
a place where you dance and chant
in gibberish Arabic and English, yet
we laughed at each other's pronunciation.


place where we said; YOU'RE DOING GREAT even
if things turned up oppositely than
what it should be.

a place where you learn the beginning and end of
everything in the world.
a place that shines in the dark
place where only the special one were chosen.
i was lucky.
it's the time where my life graph starts to fluctuate.
i used to wonder why and point to innocent things but then
i learnt to think of things that will happen if i don't make my way here.
and now, when i saw the wave crushing on the shore
and that 'thing' cross in my mind.
i nod and smile.
IT'S THE BEST CHOICE I'VE EVER CHOSE
well of course. God chose it for me.




